"13 Reasons Why" by Jay Asher Review

98You can’t stop the future. You can’t rewind the past either. The only way to learn the secret behind your school mate’s death is to simple press play. Clay returns home from school one day to find a strange box with his name on it lying on his porch. Inside of the box he finds 7 cassette tapes which were recorded by Hanna Baker. Hanna was his school crush which had committed suicide 2 weeks earlier. On these tapes Hannah tells him 13 reasons why she had committed suicide. And Clay is one of these 13 reasons. Clay spends the night walking around the town and listens to the 13 reasons why behind Hannah’s death.

Yes. This book is about suicide and what bullying can do. And oh boy there are some red flags in this book, at least for me.

The story is unique and it really shows what’s really going on in high schools now on days.

The characters are very well done. And the main character Clay is super relatable as a character. I feel like I would react the same way as Clay did in this book. However when it comes to Hannah, she feels like she is super foolish, overacting and believing in everything she hears and see. Selfishness is also a word which describes her.

This book does glamorize suicide a little bit. There are times when this book is more or less like “everything will be better when you are dead” And overall this book fails to show us that if you really feel a lot of pain in your life, all you have to do is just wait it out. Because pain is temporary.

The action in this book burns fast, and it still remains interesting. Which a lot of books lack to do it when the action is happening fast.

The idea of making cassette tapes is bad. Because now on days no one really have a cassette tape player.

However, this book shows that a lot of teens now on days doesn’t really think what they action and words they say will affect others. And that one thing you do to someone else at school may lead to a much worse thing for that some person tomorrow at school.

There are times in this book when Hannah goes much harder on Jessica than on anyone else.It almost feels like Hannah really bad wants Jessica pay for something.

The writing style is pretty good. Its better than ive expected.

The whole book is pretty small and a quick read. Because if you get into this book as I did, you will read this book in just 2 days. Which is amazing. But I understand that not everyone will get so much into this book as I did. And its important to say that it was super easy for me to get into this book.

Another thing about this book is that if you don’t get sympathy towards Hannah at the beginning or at least throughout this book, you will most likely don’t like this book or hate it. But I myself have the sympathy to Hannah and understand her. Which makes it easier for me to like this book so much as I do.

Hannah a lot of times feels like she is super selfish. Because couple of the reasons which she is talking about for me only feels like some of these people at the tapes only had bad days when “one of the 13 reasons happened”.

Clearly this book covers a super dark topic which makes this book to a book which you will either love it or hate it. Pretty much it isn’t something between love it or hate it in this book.

I give this book 4 / 5

"Co Naprawdę Myśli Elon Musk" by Maciej Gablankowski Review

It’s important to keep in mind that at the time of writing this review this book is only available in polish.

I’m not sure if you can call this a book a book because everything you will find in it is comments and statements made by Elon musk. Which means that this so-called book can’t be reviewed as a “normal” book.

All these comments which you will find in this book are about Elon Musk’s future plans / ideas, Tesla, SpaceX and about Solarcity. So, everything you can read in this book can be found on the internet somewhere and probably much better explained.

I need to be honest here, if you aren’t interested in Tesla, SpaceX or what Elon Musk and you don’t know anything about them than maybe this book isn’t the best idea to read for the moment.

However, don’t get me wrong, this book is amazing to have. Because you have all important comments and statements said by Elon Musk in one place. And if you will need it someday you know where to look.

It’s a short book, with a lot of empty space so as you may think, it’s a very quick read. Which can be read in 2-3 hours if you try.

Before reading this book you need to know something about Tesla, Space x and Elon musk just to fully understand this book.

I give this book 2 / 5

"Elevation" By Stephen King Review

98Although Scott Carey doesn’t look any different, he’s been steadily losing weight. There are a couple of other odd things, too. He weighs the same in his clothes and out of them, no matter how heavy they are. Scott doesn’t want to be poked and prodded. He mostly just wants someone else to know, and he trusts Doctor Bob Ellis.

This book is one of the worst books written by Stephen King. But after all with was fun to get away for a little bit from the classic Stephen King novels.

This book is very short which makes it to a very quick read. But if you are someone like me and loves the classic Stephen King, you will find this book a form of torture.

The writing had surprised me because it is a typical Stephen King writing. The writing style in this book feels like it was written bu a 15-year-old.

When it comes to the story, then all I can say about it is that it is pretty weak and boring. It would be much better if there were some action added into this story. In this book we have only one main problem and it would be better if the main character was facing multiple challenges.

The characters are oh boy. I mean the characters in this book are well done, but it would be much better if there were something more added to them. And I personally found some stereotypes in this book which doesn’t work in 2020. One of these stereotypes was that the LGBT girl in this book, are always pissed off and are mean as fuck to every guy she meets.

I personally felt like the story was missing something. I can’t name what it is, but there is something missing. There are also couple of plot wholes in this book.

The die hard fans of Stephen King (myself included), will not like this book. Because it is far away from the typically stuff which Stephen King usually writes.

I give this book 1 / 5

"One of Us: The Story of Anders Breivik and the Massacre in Norway" by Åsne Seierstad Review

100On July 22, 2011, Anders Behring Breivik detonated a bomb outside government buildings in central Oslo, killing eight people. He then proceeded to a youth camp on the island of Utøya, where he killed sixty-nine more, most of them teenage members of Norway’s governing Labour Party. In The Island, the journalist Åsne Seierstad tells the story of this terrible day and what led up to it. What made Breivik, a gifted child from an affluent neighborhood in Oslo, become a terrorist? 

This book is of course about 2011 Norway massacre. It was written by a journalist. And in the end it is an okay book.Of course it is a nonfiction book which gives us a step by step following on what happened in Oslo and at Utøya on July 22nd, 2011.

In the end 65% of this book is about the life and childhood story of Anders Breivik. So if you are fine with reading 65% about the killer, 10% of what happened on the island and 25% about what happened after he was arrested then feel free to read it.

If you have followed the case from the beginning like I did, you will know that this book involves the unwholesome journey. It is an unwholesome journey because it doesn’t involve the whole story of the intersection of paranoid politics, social awkwardness, and something else, something darker which allows one person to murder another. This book is over 500 pages long, so it should involve a little more in it then it did.

But after all we get a lots of details which you might not know about Anders Breivik or the whole case. However as you can expect there are a lot of jumps in the timeline. This book begins with Anders Breivik being on the island of Utøya and shooting, but then in the next chapter in goes all the way back to when his mother was still a child. And again the next chapter is about the pregnant and giving birth to Anders. But it sort of gives us the vibe, because it males you imagine first moment of life of someone who would 30 years later kill over 80 people. I personally didn’t got yet across a book which does something similar.

This book doesn’t fail to show that not every monster throughout the history began with killing or harming animals. Anders Breivik didn’t harm animals but he was in constant trouble while he was growing up.

This book fails on explaining some questions and things which are in this book. Just as how can Anders Breivik managed to get weapons shipped to a country which claims “is one of the safest countries”. Well apparently it isn’t a safe country if you can ship weapons into it without having police at your door.

However there is two big issues with this book.

The first issue is that if you don’t know how the Norwegian system works and all that, you will have a lot of problems with understanding this book. Because this book was in my opinion written for people who lives in Norway or people who knows very well the Norwegian system.

The the second big issue is that author is telling us what people who are about to die thinks. It’s a nonfiction book so you can’t write it as a fiction. I don’t think that she is Professor X from X-men who can read minds and all that.

There are times when this book repeats itself couple of times, and it kind of gets boring if you read the same thing like 5 times in a row.  But of course I need to give this book points. for diving deep into the life, actions, and mind of Anders Breivik.

I give this book 3 / 5

"You" by Caroline Kepnes Review

100When a beautiful aspiring writer strides into the East Village bookstore where Joe Goldberg works, he does what anyone would do: he Googles the name on her credit card. As Joe invisibly and obsessively takes control of Beck’s life, he orchestrates a series of events to ensure Beck finds herself in his waiting arms. Moving from stalker to boyfriend, Joe transforms himself into Beck’s perfect man, all while quietly removing the obstacles that stand in their way—even if it means murder.

This book is one of these incredibly creepy books, which you will either hate or love. Because this whole book is written from the perspective of a stalker.

The whole story is one of the most unique stories which I have reviewed on this blog by far and it is definitely the favorite. This whole book is so entertaining that it is very easy to dive into it and forget about everything.

This book is equally funny as it is terrifying. Because the main character Joe, is both a creep and the most charming character in a book I’ve ever read about. The best thing word which describes this book is “dark comedy”.

As mentioned above, this book was written from Joe’s perspective which means that we read both his actions and his thoughts. Which makes this book to even more interesting thing to read.

The writing style is amazing. The book is written from the bad guy perspective. Of course, the villain thinks that he is a good guy and everything which he is done for love. But of course, most of these things which he does are the very opposite of good. This book is just written so well that is almost impossible to explain it.  The writing style is perfect, because it has all these right things which a book should have. And it isnt cringe.

This book is so intense that I lack words to review it. There are so many factors in this book that it is hard to explain the whole book to you without spoiling anything for you.

Joe is exactly like a Dexter and Norman Bates in one person. Joe is so complexed character that he almost feels like a real human being.  This whole book is all about Joe and about his personality.  And having Joe as a narrator is just priceless. The thing that this whole book is written from his perspective makes you feel that he is talking directly to you as a reader.

There are times when you will feel guilty by simply reading this book but you wont be able to put it down.

This book really shows how easy it is to be stalked by a stranger by Social media.  But it also points out that it is very easy to misunderstand things and if someone is attracted to you or not.  However it also points out how  naïve and innocent some people are.

The whole story is super addictive, engaging and thoroughly thrilling. And there are times when this book goes to very dark places.

If you like pop culture references in books, then I have good news for you. There are a lot of these in this books, they are mostly comes from Joe. Which makes him even more a likably character.

However when it comes to the girl which Joe is obsessed with. She feels like a weak and not independent character. But there are times which she really shows her teeth and fights back.

Joe thoughts, lets talk about them for a second. There are times where his thoughts are so ridiculous that you just need to laugh.

This book also have some “Fifty shades of grey” type of stuff in it. You know these sex scenes which are described behind needed.

                 I give this book 5 / 5

" Jedna na milion" by Katarzyna Pawluś Review

94“No request is too bold, no need is too great. Hope for a miracle is never absurd. Katarzyna Pawluś, experienced by fate, pampered by God, sets a task for us to measure up to our strength. He writes about miracles, making dreams come true and love in a very difficult time, when he is ill and fights for his life. A little humorous, a bit reflective, but always with unwavering faith in man – in his good and wisdom, with the message “You are a miracle!”.

So another biography. which probably shouldn’t exist. Don’t get me wrong I like to read biographies because you can always learn something but this one was just to bad.

This woman have a rare and unexplored illness which doesn’t make her life to a Disney story. But this book more or less fails to show that.

This book is basically a collection of blog posts made into a book. Which is more or less and bad idea.

It is up to you if you want to pay for this book which is basically bunch of blogs posts put together into a book. And by the way, these blog posts which are in this book are available on her blog for free.

This book overall feels like it has no end, because you know who wants to read blog posts for couple of hours.

I give this book 1 / 5

"IT" by Stephen King Review

96It’s a small city, a place as hauntingly familiar as your own hometown. Only in Derry the haunting is real. They were seven teenagers when they first stumbled upon the horror. Now they are grown-up men and women who have gone out into the big world to gain success and happiness. But none of them can withstand the force that has drawn them back to Derry to face the nightmare without an end, and the evil without a name.

There are parts of this book which are creepy. It was suspenseful and interesting. Almost throughout the book you will have the sense of dread. And the thing that there is some scary parts in it makes it even more interesting to read this book. If you are someone like me who are afraid of clowns this book will be even scarier for you.

This book is one of the classic horror books now on days which you just need to read.

The characters in this book, is probably the best characters I’ve ever read about (by far). We have 7 main characters which are Bill, Ben, Mike, Stan, Eddie, Richie and Beverly. There are also plenty of side characters. The descriptions of them are brilliant. And each and every one of them are unique in their own way. They are different from each other but still they have things in common. Everyone of them are bullied / abused either in school or at home.

For the most part all characters are very relatable. And i beat that everyone can relate themselves to at least one of the 7 main characters.

Richie are pretty much that one kid who is always cringe and awkward. He have a lot of annoying dialogues which may make you uncomfortable. because someone are so out of place.  He have a lot of embarrassing dialogs which made me at least cringe.

The story behind the 7 biggest losers in town getting together to fit the evil and powerful is just brilliant and amazing.

This book have over 1100 pages, and it would be better if it was separated into two books. Like first book about the 1957/1958 battle and the second book about the 1984/1985 battle.

There are a lot of jumping back and forward between 1957/1958 and 1984/1985. So keep that in mind.

The ending is pretty harsh. Because of the Gangbang at the end. Just be aware about the fact that Beverly fucks the rest of the members of “the loser club” in a cave when they are still kids. It is more or less a child orgy which is not the usual thing to involve in a novel.

The writing style, again Stephen King doesn’t disappoint with that. The writing style is at very high level and amazing.

The thing that Derry is short of a character of its own, makes this book even more unique. Yes Derry is a town but it is also an independent character in this book and a lot of Stephen King’s book.

Details, we get a lot of them. Details and descriptions in this book are through the roof. You will not miss any of them in this book. This book have a ton of details and descriptions.

The explanation of the villain in this book are brilliant. We get the explantation about both the background, power and creation of the villain which is very impressive.  And we learn this when Bill and the villain have a conversation at the end.

This book gives me at least sort of 1980s horror novel. It gives a tone to this book and really it makes even more impressive.

The Henry Bowers situation in this book in my opinion takes too much attention away from the main problem. Henry Bowers is basically a town bully who bullies every member of the Loser club. And it feels like he is everywhere in town.

The thing that this book over uses words like “Nigger” and “fucking homo”, doesn’t make easier. I get that 950s and 1980s weren’t the kindest times in history for gay people and black people but still come on, I don’t want to read these words 10 times on every page.

This book have also a deeper meaning to it. Which is about the magic of childhood and how kids can see things from a perspective from which adults can’t. It’s about how kids can accept things which adults can’t. But it is also about the true power of friendship and how a true friendship can survive even the worse things ever.

This book gets 3 / 5

"Czarna Madonna" by Remigiusz Mróz Review

98Irish Airlines Boeing 747 was due to land in Tel Aviv at three in the morning. He never made it to the site and contact with the machine was lost somewhere in the Mediterranean Sea. There were 520 people on board, including Philip’s fiancée, who was to make a pilgrimage to the Church of the Holy Sepulcher. For the first hours, Filip believes that the plane will find itself. There is no indication of an attack, the coast guard does not find the wreckage, and from time to time the air traffic control receives a signal from a transponder. What happened to the Boeing? How is his disappearance related to similar events?

This book is sort of a religious horror if you can name this book as so. It is definitely a horror book which involves a lots of religious artefacts in it. So take that for what you want. It is important to point out that this book at the time of writing this review is only available in polish.

The whole plot was unique and interesting. But if you are not a religious person or you believe in some other religion than Christianity than you will find this book bad or confusing just like I did. Because it involves a lots of artefacts and details from Christianity which for someone who doesn’t know much about this religion will find confusing.

This book have a lot of positive opinions about it. But in the end this book could have been better.

We have two main characters in this book. These two characters are named Filip and Kinga, yeah I know very polish names. But they relationship is confusing a lot. Because Filip was a priest and Kinga is the sister of his fiancé. And they two have sort of a thing between them and the reason why Filip was dating her sister was because he wanted to be close to her. Yeah confusing. And throughout this book, there are points where Filip begins to have the huge monologs in his head about how much he wants to be together with Kinga not her her sister.

We have couple of characters in this book. But all of them expect of Kinga and Filip are boring and flat. It almost feels like the author didn’t care about all the other characters expect of the two main characters. However there are times when Filip feels so damn flat as a character and he the typical priest which basically goes “sorry, cant do that its against the stuff I believe in”. But there also times when he goes from the typical priest to a person who hires a medium and thinks that it will solve everything.

There are times where Filip acts like a complete teenager and most of the time when this happened you can expect that it involves Kinga. And it is important to say that when his wife come back at the end of this book it feels like they two are enemies and not dating and about to get married.

Writing style is pretty much good. The writing makes it easy to get quickly through this book. And the language is easy almost too easy.

Ending is confusing even more. There is a huge twist at the end which took me almost a day to understand. But the ending really isn’t so good as the rest of the book.

The whole idea behind this book is amazing. The idea of Filip being a retired priest and him sort of being possessed by demons together with that twist at the ending is priceless. But there are a lot of things which could have been better with this book.

The beginning is good, and there are times where this book goes down hill but in the end this book is pretty decent.

There are times while reading this book when you will get the feeling that this author was heavily inspired by Stephen King and Dan Brown while reading this book.

The action is that interesting as it could have been if the author had chosen to add more into the book. Because there are only one thing happening at anytime. It would be more interesting if there were more things happening at once.

I give this book 2 / 5

“A Scream of Angels” by Joseph Nassise Review

100Necromancers, revenants, even a summoned demon or two – they’re all in a day’s work for the men of the Echo Team and their enigmatic leader, Cade Williams. But nothing could prepare them for the fury they are about to face…When a Jesuit priest wanders out of the New Mexico desert, telling wild stories about a secret research installation and bloodthirsty demons hunting through its halls, the Echo Team is called in to deal with the situation. Their orders – investigate the facility, determine exactly what happened there, and deal with any infernal presence that might exist.But the being they encounter there beneath the desert sands has found a way to break the bonds of Hell itself and doesn’t plan on going back easily. This time, their foe might prove to be too much for even the best the Templars have to offer.

A Scream of Angels is the second book in the “The Templar Chronicles”. And the whole series is kind of a Paranormal Fantasy type of series. There are demons, ghouls, swords swat team which can fight against the paranormal, etc in this series.

This book isn’t an advanced read, its rather a relaxing and fun read. Which you may want to get after you read something very heavy.  Generally this book isn’t a good book but it isn’t either a bad book, mostly it is an okay book.

This book is interesting but it’s not even close to what I’ve expected from it. This book is fun to read but it also have a lot of boring or even cringe parts every now and then. It isn’t a big deal after all.

The writing style is for the most part decent, it isn’t bad but it isn’t good either. There are some moments which made me feel like it could have been written better. There are also stuff which have would better instead of the stuff which was actually written in the book. In the end these are small things but together they are actually not so small. However this book or the book series isn’t for the most part meant for someone PH.D degree, but rather for teens who likes to read.

There are couple of plot holes in this book. an example can be the mirror-traveling-ish. There are a lot of magic in this book which I found confusing and hard to follow with. One of the main plot holes which blow my mind was at the beginning of the book when one of the main characters magically healed out of nowhere after being injured and almost dying

The characters are okay. Most of them were like pretty okay, they weren’t interesting enough but there weren’t neither completely trashy.  The main characters was some kind of better than the side characters. Because you could feel the relationship which they had with each other.

This whole book feels like something which kids in grade school would read. But it also works fine for adults who are starting their adventure with fantasy books or books in general. Because it is an easy to understand book and you don’t need to have PH.D degree in fantasy knowledge to like and understand this book. It is a good book when you want to shut down your brain and just relax for a moment.

This book works fine as long as you don’t question anything which is happening in this book. Stupid decisions taken by the characters is also something to keep in mind if you considering to read this book.

The story itself feels like it was used somewhere, but in the end it is good and pretty interesting overall.

This book gets 2 / 5

«Mów Własnym Glosem» by Regina Brett Review

95Speak With Your Voice is 50 engaging lessons about the power of words – not silence; about the fact that even if the truth is difficult to face, only in this way will we become free. How to exercise courage? How to face everyday life in spite of our fears and fears? And finally – how to share your story so that it is inspiration and hope?

So this is another self-help books, the thing with self-help books is that you either love the book you just read or you completely hate it.

It is a quick read, and you will really read it in just 3-4 days. The text in this book are pretty big and the chapters are pretty small.

Every chapter is a different “lesson”, and every “lesson” isn’t longer than 5 ish sides. However none of these “lessons” are really lessons, they are pretty much stories from the author’s life. Which will not change anything in your own life.  And a lot of these so-called “lessons” were (in my opinion) targeting a special groups of people. Well come on we are in 2020 not in 1920.

This book have a lots of good reviews, but truly this book doesn’t deserve all these good reviews.  There were parts in this book that made me feel like the author wanted to squeeze every dollar from people who are buying this book.

If you watched some interviews with the author of this book. You will quickly see that what she writes in this book is the opposite of what she is saying in these interviews.site things which she say in some interviews which I had watched. She is also roasting herself a lot in this book which is probably something  you shouldn’t do in a book at least.

In the end these so-called “lessons” doesn’t learn you anything. And the entire book book feels like reading a blogger who is trying to be a journalist way too hard. And its probably too long because most of these “lessons” could have been one sentence long or 1 page long.

And how can you name random stories from the author’s life “life lessons” ? thats the big questions with this book. Another thing here is that bringing in every lesson religon is bad idea. Because thats why too much religion.

   I give this book 1 / 5